IT'S ALL COMING BACK
Glendaliz M.

Tears won't stop streaming from my eyes
my hands are trembling like before.
After struggling to stop this,
and promising "not anymore".

Here I find myself again,
beginning what I thought had ended.
Re-opening the scars that faded,
all the wounds that had been mended.

I tried so hard to stop myself,
to drop the knife and walk away.
But a stronger force came over me,
could not resist another day.

My past is coming back to me,
after I'd kept it safe inside.
Discreetly hidden in my mind,
covered by every solemn lie.

Memories of a forgotten childhood,
pass quickly right before my eyes.
No longer is it kept a secret,
letting go of my disguise.

All the things that I let go of,
are catching up too soon and fast.
After conquering my fears,
I, once again, must face my past.

With this blade kissing my skin,
making myself think it relieves.
But in the end I'm always left,
with a pain that never leaves.

A haunted past I'd once forgotten,
it faded from my life somehow.
Yet reflected in my crimson blade,
its all coming back to me now.

That Glen's one cool guy.Its a painful poem,but it caught my eye alright.

Case set at kai's house today.Rather straight forward case yeah so we should be okay.And then steph and I wenta macs where we talked till the cows came home.Ahaha.then there were a couple of exhibitionists on the bus singing kevin little's turn me on.HAWHAW. we had a good laugh cus their singing totally SUCKS.

I'm ofta switz in SEVEN more days.yaye:D but that'll mean I'll be missing the ranking rounds.Ohwell:/ GOOD LUCK FOR THE MAYORS team!!

And when will claire come back from Hongkong?!aaaaah.I can't believe this either but I MISS POPSY!!